Illusion: the perfect structure exists, and I just have to find it,
Perfection disintegrating into procrastination
Floundering in notebooks, calendars, spreadsheets, docs, notes,
which device, stored on site, Dropbox, drive, flash, cloud; html or file?)
Will I log this in Excel, Trello, Onenote, Slack?
Digitized, scattered, lavishly sprawled across the landscape of logins, passwords,
All caught up in inconsistent effort and cascading semantics
Eventually, what will be made is made, and habits formed
And (hopefully) refined and improved.
Otherwise, forgotten.