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Wednesday, May 12, 2021

Lavender; roundabout grief

 

The Lavender buzzes and breathes its scent to the trees and passersby catch the breeze, sunrise glows worries flee

For this moment 'I can breathe', beauty frees

To pause, reflect, enjoy, and deflect the heavy stench of death

In my city, blood crying out from the ground louder than any sound

He was denied his breath and it feels ludicrous I can freely take in this scene

It's a roundabout grief, it catches up with you standing in a roundabout and choosing to remain affectable

To suffering; to sunlight and the beauty and life, entering the dance of lavender and bees pollinating

Entertaining the tension of pain and hope,

Mercy and justice,

Rest and action.

Lavender waits all winter, it's roots dormant, until the ground thaws and warmth renews and the purple florets burst forth, extending stalks and petals, alive and reaching.

Growth slow at first.





Saturday, May 08, 2021

Squares of Compassion

A quilt made of days
With stitches of pain

Acknowledging the ways we've hid underneath,
Waiting, assuming, observing, and concluding

You just wanted love, I just wanted to please
And that's only different by a number of degrees

We picked out the fabrics, the perfect color scheme
Now let me ask you a question, or maybe two or three

Being curious without judging, affirming without coddling
Aware of my own triggers and need

This is the healing, it's mending the torn places
It's enfolding love, a quilt of comfort worth the wait

Friday, May 07, 2021

Another Friday

I wake;
I sleep.
I lament and rejoice.
I don't arrive.  

What should I do?
What am I called to?  

I write,
I pray.
I can show you the Scriptures
(In it my very life).

What can I do?
What am I called to do?

Bearing witness to the One who was tried
Sharing a cup with the thirsty.
This is a simple life;
To be loved.

What more can I do?
What more am I called to do?

To see
And to seek beauty;
The end of all things is at hand
Be sober and watch unto prayer.

What do we do?
What are we called to do?

We plan,
We login.
We lift our hands and our efforts end;
Baruch HaShem .ברוך השם