Doubt

My history,
Unrequited
So this circumstance,
Unusual.
Uncomfortable.

Returned affection-
Feels like
magic.
Like it will
break
or fade away. Blown by the winds
I fear.

Expectations burn
Apprehension,
Uncertainty,
a doubting mind.
What do I want?

Doubting yes
Doubting eyes
Accepting,
as it is, not what I think it should be.

“As I listen, I feel your heartbeat, I hear your voice speak.” –Jon Thurlow